NAF, Noises Off, and Further Venting
Sep. 22nd, 2003 09:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
a_leprechaunNAF (Nyack Anime Freaks) is going to r0x0r +0 |)4 |\/|4x this year (and you know I'm serious when I'm speaking 1337!!!)... Many freshmen recruits, and Meredith has agreed to take on some leadership duties. So I know there's at least ONE person willing to carry on the club after I'm gone (but we don't have to worry about that for a while!)
Noises Off will also r0x0r, but only if we put a lot of work into it. I have no worries about the set- Joe is a fantastico set deisgner. I worry only about the acting challenge. But we will TRIUMPH!! :-D And what musical should we do this year...? Hmm, decisions, decisions...
I wanna know what everyone has against Brigadoon. Granted I don't know much about the show, but c'mon people, it's a SCOTTISH FANTASY MUSICAL! What more could you want? ^_^
Dang. I've been venting to myself all day, wishing I had the time to write in here and put it all down, but it seems that in that space of time between then and now my anger and angst have evaporated. Pity.
Well, that and I'm more sleepy now. So I suppose I can't vent any more. But I still have that nagging feeling, like I've got something to say only no words to say it in, and no real desire to have anyone hear. What would they care, anyway?
I think my main annoyance of the day was that I was again reminded that, yes, there are extremely impolite people in the world. I mean, I just don't get it. If someone tells you their opinion, or at least the way they have perceived the world thus far in their short life, and you just don't happen to agree with it... well, that is simply no reason to derail them, to swear at them, to act like they are the most blind bigot in the world for not seeing the world the way YOU see it. And then to give a sarcastic "suggestion" which in no way makes the person in question want to listen to you any further.
But I suppose that's just the way it's done, isn't it... We can't simply say, "That's interesting, but I've had a different experience." No, we have to be insulting and rude.
::sigh:: Well now, of course my thoughts are again leading back to my personality models, the various fictional characters I see admirable aspects in. That's mainly what I've been thinking about lately. Well hey, let's just admit it, that's pretty much what I'm thinking about all the time. How can I enhance these aspects in myself? Have I done it well enough? What would such-and-such character think of what I just did? Remember, I keep telling myself, it won't happen overnight. There have been times when I've felt perfectly balanced, just the right mix of all the traits to make the most ideal version of Me I've ever envisioned... and then sometimes, like right now, I feel like a jumble, and these characters are all inside me fighting it out for who's going to decide what I should say next, whether I should say it, how or when I smile, how I laugh; how loud. It's usually around that time that Writer's Block sets in, which is what I'm experiencing now.
Dang. Guess I still DID have something to vent.
Noises Off will also r0x0r, but only if we put a lot of work into it. I have no worries about the set- Joe is a fantastico set deisgner. I worry only about the acting challenge. But we will TRIUMPH!! :-D And what musical should we do this year...? Hmm, decisions, decisions...
I wanna know what everyone has against Brigadoon. Granted I don't know much about the show, but c'mon people, it's a SCOTTISH FANTASY MUSICAL! What more could you want? ^_^
Dang. I've been venting to myself all day, wishing I had the time to write in here and put it all down, but it seems that in that space of time between then and now my anger and angst have evaporated. Pity.
Well, that and I'm more sleepy now. So I suppose I can't vent any more. But I still have that nagging feeling, like I've got something to say only no words to say it in, and no real desire to have anyone hear. What would they care, anyway?
I think my main annoyance of the day was that I was again reminded that, yes, there are extremely impolite people in the world. I mean, I just don't get it. If someone tells you their opinion, or at least the way they have perceived the world thus far in their short life, and you just don't happen to agree with it... well, that is simply no reason to derail them, to swear at them, to act like they are the most blind bigot in the world for not seeing the world the way YOU see it. And then to give a sarcastic "suggestion" which in no way makes the person in question want to listen to you any further.
But I suppose that's just the way it's done, isn't it... We can't simply say, "That's interesting, but I've had a different experience." No, we have to be insulting and rude.
::sigh:: Well now, of course my thoughts are again leading back to my personality models, the various fictional characters I see admirable aspects in. That's mainly what I've been thinking about lately. Well hey, let's just admit it, that's pretty much what I'm thinking about all the time. How can I enhance these aspects in myself? Have I done it well enough? What would such-and-such character think of what I just did? Remember, I keep telling myself, it won't happen overnight. There have been times when I've felt perfectly balanced, just the right mix of all the traits to make the most ideal version of Me I've ever envisioned... and then sometimes, like right now, I feel like a jumble, and these characters are all inside me fighting it out for who's going to decide what I should say next, whether I should say it, how or when I smile, how I laugh; how loud. It's usually around that time that Writer's Block sets in, which is what I'm experiencing now.
Dang. Guess I still DID have something to vent.
